Well, no one ever ask me this.. but myself. I think talking to myself isn't necessarily a bad thing, right? No? Okay, whatever. Anyway, I ask myself this quite frequently, and now I'm gonna ask you J

WHAT DO YOU MISS MOST ABOUT HIGH SCHOOL?

Yeah, is it just me or does everyone else question themselves this? Well, I've given a lot, literally a lot of thoughts into the question. Honestly, I miss everything about high school. As much as I complained how high school had destroyed my life, which leads to my horrible academic results and mostly all the terrible 'reputation' I had. Haha, as cheesy as it sounds, high school kids do 'depend' on these reputations. But really, I miss how I used to get scolded by the teachers because I was always failing, and all the negative inputs that people gave me. I believe those are the things that make us stronger.

Okay, you may say, "It doesn't make me strong at all, b*tch!" or that, "I'm not strong enough for this life.". I understand. I understand how you feel, I felt the same way, too.. but then I found out a different way of being happy. And guess what? I survived. Yeah, you probably will argue again with me that I have no idea what you're going through. How it's not the same. I know. Our past aren't the same.. but the way I see it, you can either accept your situation and live by it for the rest of your life or change it for the better.

Is change good? Honestly, I don't know. I don't know whether it's good or not. People often say that I've changed.. and I accepted it, but I'm happier. So at that point, does other people's thought of me changing matter? I think not. All that mattered is that I'm happy. Your happiness is even greater than other people's opinions. Am I right or wrong? Again.. it doesn't bother me. Haha.

So okay, back to the main question. What do you miss most about high school? Other than getting scolded by the teachers, I really miss the people that entered in my life for the last 5 years of high school. And I'm not even kidding. Since form 1 up until now, I miss every single person who entered my life, even if it means just for awhile. Well, do I have the right to say the names? Yes. But I prefer not to, because if they miss me as much as I do, they'll contact me.. even if I have limited time to spare. I don't regret anything I've done, whoever I spent my time with, or wherever I went to. There are things that we don’t want to happen, but have to accept. Things we don’t want to know, but have to learn and people we can’t live without but have to let go. They are now either my sweetest memories, or just worthy of the life lessons.

"God doesn’t give you the people you want. God gives you the people you need."