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Starting Fresh! | Thursday, August 14, 2014
*** I was meant to post this back in March 23rd, 2013.. March 23, 2013! (Ya Rabb) the procrastination. ***
Hello Mello Yellow.. hehe, haven't blogged since ever! lol. How are you my readers, if anyone even read my blog. Haha. My life has been bittersweet. I haven't change much, even more of a thinker. And a lot, A LOT of things that I don't want to happen, happened. Let me just briefly describe most of it here.. right now.
I had my A'level Examinations October/November last year. I thought I did well, y'know? I enjoyed studying the subjects, I was starting to get the subjects, and stuffs like that. But little did I know, when the results are released from the MOE, I didn't make it. I just a little grade called AS Level for my General Paper and that's it. Frankly, I haven't cried because of my results. I just cried because.. well, because I questioned myself why can't I make any achievements in life. I started to question my existence, my abilities, my talents, y'know that feeling? No? Then you must be very positive, and positive minds are good for individuals. And that leads to my organization, my business and my individuality.
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August 14th, 2014
Masha'Allah, a lot of things aren't in my initial plan happened throughout the year 2013 and 2014. Who would have thought that I would be accepted to work at the largest banking company all around the world and basically get partnership with the well-known, world-wide direct-selling company as a part-time (Totally loving it!). And now I'm writing to re-start my almost dead blog to review all the things that happened. It's like going back to the past, but it's healthy to learn from the mistakes that we made. Agreed? Agreed! Haha.
So.. WHAT'S INTERESTING ABOUT YOUR LIFE NOW, ZUREEN? Some may ask (or not, this blog is basically recovering from the dead. Haha)
Well, let me re-cap back on what's interesting.. hm oh wait, I've grown! Okay, lame~ but yes, I've grown throughout my journey as a young woman from the highschool girl that everyone loves to hate (in which I would love someone to confirm that this isn't true). Let's just say it's because of my crowd, and by crowd I mean the people I always hang out with during my part-time activity. Just look at the bright side of me working in a banking company, I learnt to be wiser in financial planning and security (still learning!) and I realized that my family aren't that rich/wealthy. Yes, I don't come from a rich/wealthy family, but Alhamdulillah I am grateful mostly because I was taught to be humble and kind.
Anyway, speaking of the people I hangout with... they are insanely huge dreamers and doers, and Masha'Allah, everyday I am inspired by their hardwork, consistency and persistency in their goals. It always make me think, and reflect myself of when will I be leading towards the good. Great, even! The potential is there, and the commitments can be stronger. Just.. when will I start? When will my own reflection shows who I am inside? (I'm literally singing with tears run through my chubby cheeks. LOL! But seriously.)
But that's just it. My fear controls my mind. And my mind controls my actions. Moreover, with procrastination along the way isn't helping at all. Therefore, I love to hang out with the people who always bring me higher than where I am now.. though we can't get rid of the people who intented to bring us down. It's okay, for all that will always be our life-lessons.
That's a wrap everybody *cricket sound*, haha but truthfully.. there's a lot more of my story in these years to squeeze into one post. So 'til my next post!
XO